Tuesday, June 16, 2015

Writing Again

It has been nearly a year since I have sat down and just written about what is going on in my life.  I have been writing songs and jotting down dreams and ideas but I haven't just written about life.  I miss it but it's also an indication that things are crazy busy and oh so wonderful.  For as long as I can remember writing was just a release for me.  I have always struggled with expressing myself directly so when my own voice seemed to fail me there was always pen and paper (or keyboards and screens).  And even though those times when I wrote were some of the hardest, darkest times in my life I am so grateful for those words.  I can look back at those times and read those words and remember everything that was happening.  Then I can see what God did.  God has always been faithful to me, never failing me never forsaking me.  I can look back at those memories and see so many "but God" moments.  I can see entries where a situation seemed completely hopeless and God did the impossible time after time.  These past couple of years have been so amazing and miraculous and I want to write and remember every detail of the good too.  My life in the past two years has been completely changed and turned upside down.  I have become wrecked for my savior and want nothing more than to see that happen in everyone I come across.  I have huge dreams that I believe God has given me and I can not wait to see how He sets the whole thing into motion.  So, I am going to try my very best to write again.  To write about what God is doing and how amazingly wonderful my Father is.  
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